Went to school in the morning for EL lesson last Saturday. Thinking of going home after lunch but end up going to bowling alley, thn compass, thn dinner, thn Jiesi house downstairs to play with candles and all for lantern festival! HAHA. End up reaching home at 10 plus, long but good day.
Love the company. =)
Fast forward:
This morning was kinda bad for me as I'm sick today and having a MC!
Been so long since i took a day off from school, don't really like the feeling as I feel as if I've missed out alot of things. I mean, everything like lessons and friends.
I tried so hard to sleep, but all i did was to think about school school school. ( Look, the mind of an O'lvl student? Hahaha not quite actually. -_- )
I went to sleep yesterday night with no intentions of giving school a miss today, but end up i still did cause i feel kinda sick when i wake up. Bah.
Am glad i went to the doctor,
He said i have some sickness thing which have been there for about two months -.- Don't know if it's true but well, he did sound quite convincing. Haha.
He asked if Im always feeling sleepy or restless. He guessed if i get heavy-heads easily. He pressed a few spots on my head and asked if they hurt.
ALL BINGO!
He also gave me some antibiotics and said that 85% chance of it might work. -__- What the hell, sounds like the success rate of an operation.. Not that kua zhang la.
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Anyway, introducing.....
Thankyou and sorry people for today!
MWAH! (^^)
It's really time for me to build up my endurance and withstand all these shit in my life.
Life can't be perfect anyway, right?
I hate being a pessimist.
I hate having to think through things when the other party don't usually care as much as i do.
I hate spending all the time to draw out possible outcomes, but end up leaving myself with all the negative ones unknowingly.
I hate the way my brain works the opposite way of how my heart wants it to be.
I.. dislike.. having myself to look like someone else.
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Don't bother to comment on how emotional i am being and all.
Im a pessimist, remember?
Time to mood-switch back to study mode. Well, i mean, hopefully.
I realise i have no goals.
I don't have a real ambition or something to work for.
I can't picture myself 10 years down the road.
The only drive for me to work hard, is, my parents. =D
Being in an all-daughters family ain't that good afterall. Haha.
It's the bugging sense of emptiness again...
Hate it.
Anyway,
DIAO LE- by ah mei.
Sorry for the quality though. =D Enjoy!
Why am i so easily distracted!!
Having both Addmaths and Chemistry test tmr but i can't get any shit into my head now! ( see see wtf im blogging?!)
Now this is so bad. Prelims in less than a week time, and the big O levels in less than 3 months.
How do i fix my butt to the study chair? ):
I don't want to waste 10 years of my education, with an ugly cert.
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Anyway, jiayou D&T people! Last lap of design, let's make it all good. :D
Aw i need some sleep.
Spending so much time on d&t. So much that I must be an expert of tidiness now!